Stims start tomorrow....

So, stims start tomorrow and then to the RE for bloodwork to check E2 levels on Thursday and Saturday. I thought I would be excited. Instead, I'm just feeling afraid of failing and pretty emotional. Ugh. I hate feeling emotional. It is just there are so many things that could go wrong from here. (YES, I'm a glass-half-empty-kind-of-gal, esp. where the IF stuff goes).

I thought that I would have an ultrasound so we could see the number of follies developing on Thursday and again on Saturday. I swear that's what my schedule from the RE said, but I found out today no ultrasound until Monday, Nov. 9. I know the E2 levels increasing will show progress, but I was hoping for something more tangible. Kinda bummed about that.

I think I need cheesecake to make me feel all better.

Skipping forward...

Well, things are moving along so I'm skipping the history stuff and updating the present. IVF #1 attempt underway. Supression check today. RE's nurse said ovaries and ute looked good. AF arrived this morning. I'm just wanting on the call from the RE's office for the green light for stims to start on Tuesday. Ring phone, ring.

Lol! It worked! Phone just rang. Levels are good. Decrease to 5 units of Lupron and starting stims on Tuesday.

Trying to keep my emotions level. Here we go!